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Friday, August 23, 2013

heyyyy, this desmond right now i currently in tampines junior college and i am happily with ashley seah jia jia whose birthday is on the valentine's day :) haha! okay just to keep the future forgetful desmond updated or smt, i am currently more mature and not as sick as before alr. haha! in front of my gf, i am not the same guy la haha! its not that i am 2-faced or smt. but its just that i dont wanna sort of corrupt my girlfriend's innocent mind :) i prefer her to say pure and innocent :) haha! so im just seriously super innocent in front of her :) but when she's not around, im much much much sicker la haha! i think i sort of influenced my classmates sia haha! normally they are like quite clean but i think me and winston(awesome guy) sort of unleash hell of horniness onto my poor classmates haha! but this shows that they are once horny so why not make them horny again so that this tough jc life will be filled with happiness and laughter? haha! okay desmond, i am in 13S25 and OG 1. librarian exco member of band and maths rep :) haha! friends with everyone in my class :) all the guys are like my best friend :) there's like winston, darren low, darren chan, wai kit, keng seng, timothy, nicholas and dear me :) darren chan and timo is freaking sick and wai kit is always seated beside me during lessons and lecture! i think he is quite used to me being by his side constantly annoying him already thats why haha! he's like seriously awesome la haha! he's smart, but i think he got study at home :P and he like funny la! the guys love to play bridge at some lepak corner at the canteen cause it's seriously damn fun. but nowadays after i found out that iphone can download pokemon or smt i've started on pokemon and never really play bridge with them already haha! but they got enough players la such as darren low, winston and waikit, timo and some girls haha! darren chan is super funny at bridge la haha! he like blur blur then always when the triumph is not broken will always throw the triumph card( you are not suppose to do that! ) haha! and winston and low will always rage at him la haha! then he will always be like eh what! ahha! but he's one sick bastard haha! he got watch pain olympics and the 1 guy 1 jar or smt sia haha! then im like seriously? haha! then he described the video generally haha! then im like ewwww haha! 

IN CLASS
class is damn awesome with the guys la haha! we mostly make all the noise lor haha! whenever teacher say something we can relate to(relation = sick thoughts) we will be like OHHHH DAMNNN ahha! then darren low will be like, fuck man. guys you seriously needa just control and shut up haha! but we all know he's joking with us la :)! haha. for example my chem teacher, mr tan ah lek have said '' there are 2p in 1s''(i think is hybridization) haha! then i hinted to darren chan. HEH HEH, 2 P IN 1 S. i remember we are in the SR 3 or smt then the room is small and small noises are often amplified and heard haha! then i cause the guys to start laughing really badly and then mr tan just scold us haha! mr tan is damn cute la, although his scolding is meaningful as it might impact our studies, but i dont think my class take his scolding seriously haha! WISE WORDS: '' if you continue like this, you'll never get your a'' haha! its not that funny here cause i can not factor in the accent and the way he pronounce all the stuff haha! so.. yeah.. haha! its seriously super awesome haha! my relationship with ashley is awesome la haha! we had no arguments so far haha! its just sometimes when she's disappointed at me or upset at me she'll just ignore me like what she's doing now.. 

IM SAD
i miss my friends a whole bunch sia haha! currently in our clique i guess there's zibin, ferdi, me, crisha, sixian, shao shao, jiamin, terence, jiayi, kelly and more bahhs haha! quite a big clique haha! then i also miss wilfrid, shermaine, kokwei, ben, wen, and my wifey, deron.(NO HOMO, JUST FOR FUN YOU JUDGEMENTAL PEOPLE). i miss my ex classes too such 4n6, 2ec cause i really had an awesome time with them :))) and last but not least, i miss my primary school friends. haha! i really think that it's super amazing that i'm still keeping in touch with junda, ming teck, denise, julia, weijie although i like very long never go out with them already sia haha! last time when i was in sec 3 or smt i remember we would still hang out every sunday to go lepak, pool, gym haha! yeah i went to gym but i'm still super skinny then and now im also very skinny haha! i really hope that i'll have a chance to meet my friends haha! OH SHIT i forgot my teachers! i miss my teachers sia :( my secondary sch teacher mrs ng, mr tan!!! miss fu!!! mr lee, and mrs lim!!! omg i really miss mrs sue anne lim!!! she's like awesome in her own way! cause i think she teach geog seriously damn power! haha! then i still remember the times when we would help every one buy koi or smt. like before night study we would go to ask teachers and students who want koi and what is their size and flavour. then we would take bus to compasspoint to get like 15 cups of koi on average haha! i remember most of them buy green tea macchiato cause when we carry it back to sch, we always try our best not to mix them up but in the end.. we did! haha! fun memories that i still remember :)

CONCLUSION

i believe that most of the people in secondary sch changed when they graduated cause most of them buffen up i.e. zi bin and some of them become more gay i.e ferdi. im actually amazed how can he become more gay when he's already the gayiest during secondary sch times haha! then terence said that he will not remember us and will evade us when he see us turn out to be a lie :) thank buddha! cause i will really miss him a lot if he really ignore us sia :( he's like super nice and awesome even though i always call him faggot and gay haha! i call people that because i love them a lot :) they are my second family and i really feel awesome and at home with them :) i really hope i can make this type of friends when im in tpjc although ive already made great classmates and friends :) okay byes~ i have to go and sleep and prepare for tomorrow already :) this super long post is dedicated to ashley seah if she actually reads my blog, sixian who requested me to update this and lastly the future desmond who have just read all his past blog entries and found out that it is really meaningful to actually keep a diary cause he's just so fucking retarded and forgetful :) blessings for a good life :) 


12:07 AM


Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Oh just to remind my future me, I'm planning to stay single and happy. NOVEMBER GOAL: Go out everyday with friends (CHECKED) NERF GUN (UNCHECK)
DECEMBER GOAL(NERF GUN) HAHA. actually i dont really like anyone. although i envy F & A being a couple but i think i still dw la. i dont really want to commit to something cause i'm that type of guy who is BAN TU ER FEI. HAHA. right now my closest friends are : TPPL, LSX, FL GAY, OSQ, LJY, EN, NS, CFVN. Primary school friends: TMT, DP HAHA, LJD, TWJ. Yup :D happy holidays. this is just to update my future me haha


7:46 PM



Hihi PPL just asked me to update so I SHALL. okay. i'm now an ex student of Serangoon Sec cause i just took my olevels and it ended on 16 nov. straight after that is my prom night where pang, kx, jiayi me and chris just dyed our hair at my house cause my mum is an awesome hairdresser. then from that fateful day onwards, i have been going out with pang and friends everyday. seriously. from afternoon to night everyday. okay so today is wednesday i think. we went lanning with pang, sq, sx, jy. then damn tired sia. on friday im gonna go japan! until 4th december. damn long sia. then bastard pang wanna go out and play when i'm not around hahaha! there is a new couple in 4N6. F <3 :d=":d" a="a" all="all" alr.="alr." back="back" bitches="bitches" but="but" cant="cant" cause="cause" closest="closest" eww="eww" feel="feel" ferdi="ferdi" for="for" friends="friends" going="going" gross="gross" haha.="haha." hahaha.="hahaha." hahahahahaha="hahahahahaha" happy="happy" hate="hate" i="i" indon="indon" it.="it." it="it" japan="japan" know.="know." later="later" miss="miss" my="my" now.="now." oh="oh" okay="okay" out="out" p="p" peace="peace" s="s" sad.="sad." seaweed.="seaweed." seaweed="seaweed" so="so" someone="someone" sucks.="sucks." that="that" them.="them." them="them" they="they" trip="trip" wait="wait" will="will" with="with" ya="ya" you="you">


7:42 PM


Monday, November 28, 2011

Since there's someone else looking out for you and caring you, i guess there's no need for me to care for you. All this time i had been looking out for you have been wasted. Moodless right now as i am experiencing a great sense of disappointment and regret. Guess i could score an A for a 'Disappointment' essay for my English if i wrote about this real life account. Sigh. Was really anticipating the cycling event tomorrow but now? Sigh.


4:51 PM


Friday, September 16, 2011

GREAT DAY INDEED. I am fucked up. Seriously, today is a seriously bad day. OMFG. Sorry god, i don't harbour any intention to insult you, not like someone. Okay, let me give you my point of view for today. My morning was great, afternoon too. But at night, i rushed home and quickly changed to meet Terence happily. Then, i saw Jiayi, Abby, Zibin, Jasmin. Then we went to KFC to meet terence and elia :D Okay. We chatted in KFC, and was like so happy LOL. I loved that moment as it is like the best of today. Then we went to wani's house with terence, elia. Jiayi went home to change, Abby went home to do homework and jasmin went home to .. idk. at wani house, i'm still okay, saw samuel, meng, sarhan, lihser and wani lah, DUH. and.. nvm :D still okay, as that place was crowded, we went out to slack and eat. Then chat again LOL. but .. nvm. not gonna tell cause the web is so wide, anybody could locate this and know lah, cause my blog isn't private. Somebody made terence and jill pissed and me a little but not jiayi and elia. skipskip. when we are about to go home, i thought. I just rushed home, spent my money, say hello to wani they all, and go home. And that was 4 fucking hours of my life wasted on saying hello. i was really pissed. im that kind of guy, that don't get angry easily no matter how they insult me, etcetc. but this small matter made me..... -.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.-.- i feel like cow see red, and feel like punching the wall 10 to the power of inf. times. i am angry for the first time that lasted for more than 1 hour. after some thinking, i realised that friends can make you change a lot, hence my parents was smart. they told me to make good friends, friends that are studying, knows when to play, knows when to stop and they were strict on me whenever i enter a school for example primary school, their actions made me have the knowledge to make good company. as soon as i have friends, they went from strict mode to pamper mode, they became my friend too. actually in primary school, i hated their actions but now, i realised that they are right. so, treat your family well, as when your friends all abandon you, or you are misled, you still have your family to support you, to encourage you as your father is still your father, nobody can change the fact that he is your father. hence, friends are important, but family is more important. hope tomorrow is a better day so i will not be as pissed as today. -.- ima watch some lolcats to let off steam.


11:19 PM


Saturday, July 30, 2011

Feeling a lot down today. Mood swings sucks. Down as i asked my friends if they wanna go out and no one wants to go. So bored, i wanna go back to my sec 2 life, where i would go out and have fun every single day, not caring about the amount of homework that was due, not giving a single damn about my academic results. Sec 3 is the year where everybody changed. Most people turned bad or something like that. So i guess i'm gonna focus more on my academic and not even giving a single damn about her, the girl i like. Or liked. Since i am fickle minded, i'm not sure whether i like her or not. But i guess she's gonna get attached to somebody. Although there's still time but i would rather heck care her. I think the only thing now i like about this school because of Band. Got my new table, spacious and elegant, perfect for me. Okay, gotta go and practice my piano.


11:28 AM


Friday, July 29, 2011




Eating at hougang mall :D - Desmond

Location:Hougang Avenue 10,,Singapore



7:10 PM